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listen. i was i i'd just explained my dreary life to this
bizarre, beautiful boy who may or may not despise me. he'd seemed
engrossed in our versation, but now i could see, from the y
eye, that he was leaning away from me again, his hands gripping the edge
of the table with unmistakable tension.
i tried to appear attentive as mr. barated, with
trahe overhead projector, what i had seen without
diffiiy theable.
when the bell finally rang, edward rushed as swiftly and as gracefully
from the room as he had last monday. a monday, i stared
after him i.
mike skipped quiy side and picked up my books for me. i imagined
him with a wagging tail.
”that was awful,” he groahey all looked exactly the same. you're
lucky you had for a partner.”
”i didn't have a,” i said, stung by his assumption. i
regretted the snub instantly. ”i've dohe lab befh,” i added
before he could get his feelings hurt.
” seemed frieoday,” he ented as we shrugged into
our raincoats. he didn't seem pleased about it.
i tried to sou. ”i ith him last monday.”
i 't trate on mike's chatter as we walked to gym, and re.
didn't do muy atteher. mike was ooday.
he chivalrously y position as well as his own, so my
w was oed when it was my tuream
ducked warily out of the way every time i .
the rain was just a mist as i walked t lot, but i was
happier when i was in the dry cab. i got the heater running, for o
ind-numbing roar of the engine. i unzipped my jacket,
put the hood down, and fluffed my damp hair out so the heater could dry
it on the way home.
i looked arouo make sure it was clear. that's whehe
still, white figure. edward was leaning agai door of
the volvo, three e, and starily iion.
i swiftly looked away aruto reverse, almost hitting a
rusty toyota y haste. lucky for the toyota, i stomped on the
brake i was just the sort of car that my truake scrap
metal of. i took a deep breath, still lookiher side of my
d cautiously pulled out again, with greater success. i stared
straight ahead as i passed the volvo, but from a peripheral peek, i would
swear i saw him laughing.
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3. phenomenon
when i opehe m, something was different.
it was the light. it was still the gray-green light of a cloudy day in
the forest, but it was ehow. i realized there was no fog
veiling my window.
i jumped up to look outside, and then groaned in horror.
a fine layer of she yard, dusted the top of my trud
whitehe road. but that wasn't the worst part. all the rain from
yesterday had frozen solid — g the he trees in
fantastic, geous patterns, and making the driveway a deadly ice slick.
i had enough trouble not falling dowhe ground was dry; it might
be safer fo back to bed now.
charlie had left for wot downstairs. in a lot of ways,
living with charlie was like having my own plad i found myself
reveling in the aloead of being lonely.
i threw down a quick bowl of d se jui the
. i felt excited to go to sd that scared me. i k
wasn't the stimulating learning e i ating,
my of friends. if i was beih myself, i knew i was
eager to get to school because i would see edward d that was
very, very stupid.
i should be avoidiirely after my brainless and embarrassing
babblierday. and i i; why should he lie about
his eyes? i was still frightey i sometimes felt
emanating from him, and i was still toied wheured his
perfect face. i are that my league and his league were spheres
that did no