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”i know. it's just that i know other people's thoughts. i know love and
lust don't al the same pany.”
”they do for me. now, anyway, that they exist for me at all,” i sighed.
”that's hat ohing in o.” he sounded
satisfied.
”your human instincts…” i begaed. ”well, do you find me
attra that way, at all?”
he laughed and lightly rumpled my nearly dry hair.
”i may not be a human, but i am a man,” he assured me.
i yawned involuntarily.
”i've answered your questions, now you should sleep,” he insisted.
”i'm not sure if i .”
”do you wao leave?”
”no!” i said too loudly.
he laughed, ao hum that same, unfamiliar lullaby; the
voi argel, soft in my ear.
more tired than i realized, exhausted from the long day of mental and
emotional stress like i'd before, i drifted to sleep in his
s.
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15. the s
the muted light of yet another cloudy day eventually woke me. i lay with
my arm ay eyes, groggy ahirying to be
remembered, struggled to break into my ess. i moaned and rolled
on my side, hoping more sleep would e. ahe previous day
flooded bay awareness.
”oh!” i sat up so fast it made my head spin.
”your hair looks like a haystack… but i like it.” his unruffled voice
the rog the er.
”edward! you stayed!” i rejoid thoughtlessly threw myself across
the room and into his lap. i that my thoughts caught up with
my as, i froze, shocked by my own uhusiasm. i stared
up at him, afraid that i had crossed the wrong line.
but he laughed.
”of course,” he aled, but seeming pleased by my rea.
his hands rubbed my back.
i laid my head cautiously against his sh in the smell of
his skin.
”i was sure it was a dream.”
”you're not that creative,” he scoffed.
”charlie!” i remembered, thoughtlessly jumping up agaio
the door.
”he left an ho — after reattag your battery cables, i might
add. i have to admit i oihat really all it would take
to stop you, if you were determio go?”
i deliberated where i stood, wantio him badly, but afraid i
might have m breath.
”you're not usually this fused in the m,” he noted. he held his
arms opeurn. a nearly irresistible invitation.
”i her human minute,” i admitted.
”i'll wait.”
i skipped to the bathroom, my emnizable. i didn't know
myself, i. the fa the mirror ractically a stranger
— eyes tht, hectic spots of red ay es. after i
brushed my teeth, i worked thteahat was
my hair. i splashed my face with cold water, ao breathe
normally, with no noticeable success. i half-ran ba.
it seemed like a miracle that he was there, his arms still waiting for
me. he reae, ahumped unsteadily.
”wele back,” he murmured, takio his arms.
he rocked me for a while iil i his clothes
were ged, his hair smooth.
”you left?” i accused, toug the collar of his fresh shirt.
”i could hardly leave ihes i — what would the neighbors
think?”
i pouted.
”you were very deeply asleep; i didn't miss anything.” his eyes gleamed.
”the talking came earlier.”
i groa did you hear?”
his gold eyes grew very soft. ”you said you loved me.”
”you k already,” i reminded him, dug my head.
”it was the same.”
i hid my fast his shoulder.
”i love you,” i whispered.
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