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have to pretend for me.”
his smile atient. ”i'm ending.”
i pushed the remains of my cereal arouhe bowl, biting my
lip.
”are you going to tell charlie i'm your boyfriend or not?” he demanded.
”is that what you are?” i suppressed my internal g at the thought
of edward ahe word boy friend all i the
same time.
”it's a loose iion of the word 'boy,' i'll admit.”
”i was uhe impression that you were somethiually,” i
fessed, lookiable.
”well, i don't ko give him all the gory details.” he
reached across the table to lift my with a tle fi
he will ion for why i'm around here so mu't
want gettirai on me.”
”will you be?” i asked, suddenly anxious. ”will you really be here?”
”as long as you want me,” he assured me.
”i'll always want you,” i warned him. ”forever.”
he walked slowly arouable, and, pausi away, he
reached out to tougertips to my cheek. his expression was
unfathomable.
”does that make you sad?” i asked.
he didn't aared into my eyes for an immeasurable period of
time.
”are you finished?” he finally asked.
i jumped up. ”yes.”
”get dressed — i'll wait here.”
it was hard to decide what to wear. i doubted there were ae
books detailing how to dress when your vampire sweetheart takes you home
to meet his vampire family. it was a relief to thio myself.
i knew i shied away from it iionally.
i ended up in my , khaki-colored, still casual. i put on
the dark blue blouse he'd onented. a qui the mirror
told me my hair was entirely impossible, so i pulled it bato a pony
tail.
”okay.” i bouhe stairs. ”i'm det.”
he was waiti of the stairs, closer than i'd thought, and i
bht into him. he steadied me, holding me a careful distance
away for a few seds before suddenly pulling me closer.
”wrong again,” he murmured in my ear. ”you are utterly i — no one
should look so tempting, it's not fair.”
”tempting how?” i asked. ”i ge…”
he sighed, shaking his head. ”you are so absurd.” he pressed his cool
lips deliy forehead, and the room spun. the smell of his
breath made it impossible to think.
”shall i explain hoti was clearly a
rhetorical question. his firaced slowly down my spine, his breath
ore quist my skin. my hands were limp o, and
i felt lightheaded agaied his head slowly and touched his cool
lips to miime, very carefully, partily.
and then i collapsed.
”bella?” his voice was alarmed as he caught me and held me up.
”you… made… me… faint,” i accused him dizzily.
”what am i going to do with you?” he groaioerday
i kiss you, and you attack me! today you pass out on me!”
i laughed weakly, letting his arms support me while my head spun.
”so,” he sighed.
”that's the problem.” i was still dizzy. ”yood. far, far too
good.”
”do you feel sick?” he asked; he'd seehis before.
”no — that wasn't the same kind of fainting at all. i don't know what
happened.” i shook my head apologeticallv, ”i think i fot to breathe.”
”i 't take you ahis.”
”i'm fine,” i insisted. ”your family is going to think i'm insane anyway,
what's the difference?”
he measured my expression for a moment. ”i'm very partial to that color
with your skin,” he offered uedly. i flushed with pleasure, and
looked away.
”look, i'm trying really hard not