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ool, dim light of a fadi.
as soon as we were alone, he swuo his arms, and carried me
across the dark grounds till he reached the behe shadow of
the madro there, keeping me cradled against his chest.
the moon , visible through the gauzy d his face
glowed pale ie light. his mouth was hard, his eyes troubled.
”the point?” i prompted softly.
he igaring up at the moon.
”twilight, again,” he murmured. ”an. no matter how perfect
the day is, it always has to end.”
”some things don't have to end,” i muttered through my teeth, instantly
tense.
he sighed.
”i brought you to the prom,” he said slowly, finally answering my
question, ”because i don't want you to miss anything. i don't want my
preseake anything away from you, if i help it. i want you to
be human. i want your life to ue as it would have if i'd died in
een like i should have.”
i shuddered at his words, and then shook my head angrily. ”in what
strange parallel dimension would i ever have goo prom of my own free
will? if you weren't a thousarohan me, i would never
have let you get away with this.”
he smiled briefly, but it didn't touch his eyes. ”it wasn't so bad, you
said so yourself.”
”that's because i was with you.”
we were quiet for a miared at the moon a him. i
wished there was some laierested i was in a
normal human life.
”will you tell me something?” he asked, glane with a slight
smile.
”don't i always?”
”just promise you'll tell me,” he insisted, grinning.
i knew i was gret this almost instantly. ”fine.”
”you seemed holy surprised when you figured out that i was taking you
here,” he began.
”i was,” i ied.
”exactly,” he agreed. ”but you must have had some other theory… i'm
curious — what did you think i was dressing you up for?”
yes, i. i pursed my lips, hesitating. ”i don't want to tell
you.”
”you promised,” he objected.
”i know.”
”what's the problem?”
i k it was mere embarrassment holding me back. ”i think it
will make you mad — or sad.”
his brows pulled together over his eyes as he thought that through. ”i
still want to know. please?”
i sighed. he waited.
”well… i assumed it was some kind of… o. but i didn't think it
would be some trite human thing… prom!” i scoffed.
”human?” he asked flatly. he'd pi the key word.
i looked down at my dress, fidgeting iece of . he
waited in silence.
”okay,” i fessed in a rush. ”so i ing that you might have
ind… that y to ge me, after all.”
a dozeions played across his fae i reized: anger… pain…
ao self and his expression became amused.
”you thought that would be a black tie o, did you?” he teased,
toug the lapel of his tuxedo jacket.
i sy embarrassment. ”i don't know how these things work.
to me, at least, it seems more rational than prom does.” he was still
grinning. ”it's not funny,” i said.
”no, yht, it's not,” he agreed, his smile fading. ”i'd rather
treat it like a joke, though, than believe you're serious.”
”but i am serious.”
he sighed deeply. ”i know. and you're really that willing?”
the pain was ba his eyes. i bit my lip and nodded.
”so ready for this to be the end,” he murmured, almost to himself, ”for
this to be the twilight of your life, though your life has barely
started. you're ready to give up everything.”
”it's 's the beginning,” i disagreed under my breath.
”i'm not worth it,” he said sadly.
”do you r